We have been in Oklahoma City for a week. Where can I begin? So much has happened.
As many of you may recall, my daughter underwent brain surgery a couple of months ago in an effort to relieve her of ever-increasingly disruptive epilepsy. For seven weeks after her surgery she was seizure free. Every day that she lived seizure-free was a blessing. This past Tuesday we were getting ready for supper when my wife stopped me and told me to look at Hannah. Sure enough, despite our best efforts and greatest hopes, she was having a seizure. It was brief, but it was clear. We were devastated. Hannah was depressed. For seven years we have struggled with this through multiple anti-seizure medications and two surgeries. Now, after everything, she is still seizing. Of course we called her physicians in Philadelphia. They were concerned and gave me the name of a local epilepsy specialist. We appreciate prayers as we continue to bring this beast of epilepsy under control.
Despite this setback, God has reminded us of His faithfulness and ever-present reality. Today we were at the end of our rope. Vickie had a job interview this morning. She did well, but failed to land a job. We still needed a place to live. We have been living at a local hotel and our finances are drying up. By the time this afternoon rolled around, we were all pretty depressed and feeling defeated. What could we do? Where could we go? Where was God when we needed Him most? Within two hours of this crisis, God granted us a place to live with a rent that we could afford. As I type this, we have the keys to our humble duplex. It's not a palace, but it is a true miracle and we are incredibly overjoyed by God's miraculous provision. Even when our hope wavered, He remained faithful. God came through for us when it seemed there was no future.
Challenges remain: Vickie still has no job. Hannah struggles with her epilepsy. Finances are incredibly tight. I start college shortly. We are learning, though, that God is a God of provision, even when it seem impossible.
I'll keep you posted.
It is amazing that sometimes G-d has to dry us out, and make us stop before He continues us on.
ReplyDeleteI am reading this on Saturday, August 13. I am thankful that you have arrived to a destination safely. I am saddened to hear of Hannah's set back. I am concerned for your circumstances. I shall offer my continuing prayers asking God to look with favor upon you and, if not lighten your load, bless you with strength and perseverance. I know your faith will remain strong and God's blessings are certain to follow.
ReplyDeleteRabbi, you and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Your friend,
Mike Negovan
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ReplyDeleteI will continue to pray for you and your family. I'm glad to hear that your travels went ok and saddened to hear about Hannah. I'm sure God has you in his loving embrace and all will be ok in His time.
ReplyDeleteMike